It's the period of the year again. The third time in my life, going through end of spring days after exams. Just like last year, I'd make myself available here in Melbourne, just to see her again. It was rough months that I had to go through before this, with all the exams, studies, relationships and mostly the future. And it's been a while since I last wrote anything. And just like the years before, I would be alone for a while since I finish exams quite early.
Right now, the skin of this blog is kinda bare, so it's all white. Haha. I'll edit it later. What I think I should be really doing now is make a planning for my future, like, for real. Starting internship programme this summer - the one that I haven't got into any place yet. Sigh. Yeah, rough times aren't over yet I guess. Well nothing's meant to be easy.
The moment I decided to write this was when I was lying doing nothing during a sunny afternoon. It's just because it made me think of how far I've come. It's already the third year. Actually, it's the end of my third year. Next year - the final year. I can't say that it was a perfect great 3 years of University as much as I thought or wanted it to be. Maybe it's because we're just humans. Always wishing to turn back time to change things after its all said and done. Even if we could, we'll end up doing the same mistake over and over again.
Exams were.. well, I can't describe. All I can't say, imperfect (of course), with a lack of feeling of certainty. I'm glad I endured those 3 days of back-to-back 4 exam papers. Phew.. Was one hell of a week. Remembered how zombie-like I was. Lack of and unable to sleep. Keep waking up every hour. That's how bad exam period was.
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